Friday, April 24, 2009

Stress, and a fracture


I'm not sure which broke first: my fibula or my will to go to work every day. For a multitude of reasons, none of which I am quite naive enough to post online, I decided it was time to resign from my position at the IU School of Journalism. Meantime, my daily runs became an achy affair. Everything between my knees and my feet throbbed with each step, but I kept going anyway. Running was the spoonful of sugar that got me through the stress of work. Well, that and multiple spoonfuls of ice cream. And lots of watching mindless TV in Dani's room after a long day of work and workouts.

A sub-par race at the Gate River Run in Jacksonville, Fla. over spring break morphed into another painful month of miles before the IU Mini Marathon in early April. Dani and I ran together every step of the way and split the prize money. (Note: We got second and third to to a Russian woman from Cincinnati who wore those Spira shoes with the springs in them. Not that I'm bitter or anything since I had no springs in my shoes). Aerobically I felt great, and the adrenaline masked the pain in my lower right leg on that sunny and pleasant day in Bloomington. The next morning we rolled out of bed and did our usual Sunday morning two-hour/16-mile part road/part Rail Trail long run. More aching, more throbbing.

In a masochistic way it seems only logical that the mental stress manifested itself into a physical stress fracture (right upper fibula). The more upset I felt, the more I ran, and the worse that fracture was getting while I dismissed it as a tight calf muscle. Ignorance is not always bliss when one is training hard.

I love running, and I love my coworkers at the J-school, but it is apparently time for a break before my bone and my brain literally break. I already miss running, and I will miss my coworkers. Yet, happy trails are on the horizon. As I have seen on the back of many a high school track team t-shirt: What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.




Stride on able-bodied friends. Rest on all others.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

2009 - So far, it's a blur...

An early 2009 update:
  • Week before Houston Half Marathon - Left knee starts hurting.
  • Middle of the race - Hurts so much I have to stop, but hey, at least it's warm down there.
  • After the race - Find out both patellas don't track correctly, causing inflammation and pain, and they're "knobby," according to the trainer. Hmm, so maybe I didn't just have unlucky cases of patella tendonitis every single year while I was in college, there actually was a biomechanic reason for my pain. Amazing.
  • End of January/beginning of February - Lots of quad and hamstring exercises and stretches.
  • End of January/beginning of February - HORRIBLE WEATHER, but Dani and I made it through anyway (see pictures).
  • End of January/beginning of February - Work is insane, can't see the bottom of my desk anymore.
  • Middle of February - If your knees ever ache uncontrollably and you have high arches, try the Superfeet Green inserts. Amazing.
  • Middle/end of February - Training coming along, over 80 miles per week now. Dreaming of warm weather in Jacksonville at the Gate River Run on March 14, and then in South Carolina when Dani and I take a little Team Indiana Elite - Women road trip.
Happy trails to you, until we meet again...

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Just another manic... January


Busy busy busy lately. Lots of running, lots of work, lots of family, and little time for blogging. So instead of worrying about writing something witty and insightful, I'll just cut and paste an article I wrote for The Herald-Times a few weeks ago about running in the cold weather. The irony of the thing is that after this article was published I have since run twice on the treadmill. Honestly, though, for living in Indiana, twice on the treadmill in the winter is a pretty good record. I am looking forward to going to Houston on Friday to run in the U.S.A. Half Marathon Championship (on Sunday) with highs in the 60s and lows only in the 40s.

In other Bloomington running news, there was a woman attacked on the Rails to Trails just north of Country Club Road in late December. This really freaked me out, as well as lots of other female runners in town. The Women With Will group organized a "Take Back the Trail" walk/run yesterday and it was covered by the H-T in today's paper. I have run on the Rail Trail numerous times since the attack, but always with at least one other person. We have seen some creepy people out there in the past (in tents, with guns, sitting in the woods, etc.). Despite the horrible acts this woman had to endure, this event is a very good reminder to always be observant and to tell people when and where you are running if you have to go out alone. I am debating buying some mace to run with, but given my klutzy tendancies I am worried I will end up spraying myself with it accidentally and never actually using it, so we'll see...

Stay warm, stay alert, move forward, and stride on!

HeraldTimesOnline.com

COMMENTARY
Holiday lights a bonus for running in a winter deep freeze
By Jessica Gall Community columnist December 19, 2008




Many people tell me I am crazy for running as much as I do. So many people, in fact, that I am numb to the comments, as numb as my hands are after five minutes of running on a Midwestern winter day. Yet, during the long winter months and short winter days, these unsolicited mental health diagnoses become stronger and more frequent.

“Are you insane?” is a frequent one, along with, “that cannot possibly be a good idea,” especially when the wind chill dips into the single digits. I was not born with any extra insulation, so no, I do not enjoy freezing my backside off (and often the front too, depending on which direction the wind is blowing).

But the endorphins win out over the goose bumps nearly every time. As for now, the advantages of living in the Midwest outweigh the sugarplums and fairy tales that dance in my head and whisper about these magnificent places where people don’t have to put on three shirts and two pairs of gloves to run outside.

Besides, there is no better way to take a tour of holiday lights through Bloomington than in the self-propelled bipedal fashion.

Ever since I was little, I loved Christmas lights. It is likely genetic. My dad puts so many Christmas lights in and around our three-bedroom single-story ranch in West Lafayette that I am surprised the city council has not made a new sign ordinance to address the issue (and the drain on the local electricity grid). Running is a great way to fulfill my desire for multicolored plastic glowing bulbs, while not having to endure the effort of hanging any up myself.

When my poor pops plugged in the dozen strands of lights he had left on the outdoor trees from last year (anything to save time and money), it was a terribly disappointing display.

Only a few puny strands emitted their Christmas spirit for all the neighborhood to see. Alas, if the Indiana climate proves too harsh for outdoor “weatherproof” light bulbs, why would any sane individual run through it?

After a recent onslaught of claims of insanity due to my outdoor habit of perpetual forward motion, I became slightly less numb to them and entertained the notion of their merit.

Yes, perhaps the treadmill is not the evil machine I remembered it to be. How could it be, if the machines at the YMCA are always jam-packed when I glance at the cardio section on my way to anywhere else but the large belts of monotony?

So I packed my gym bag with only shorts and a T-shirt one recent frigid December day, knowing that would force me to run inside. I even uploaded a new peppy play list of music to my iPod, as I noticed even the retired men at the Y wear iPods in the cardio section.

I may be an experienced runner, but I consider treadmilling a different sport (much like baseball vs. cricket — baseball can take an agonizingly long time, but the matches do not last for days as its English predecessor can), and was taking any social cues I could get.

After four miles on the treadmill (on a normal day I will run between eight and 16 miles), I ripped the earbuds out of my ears, grabbed my water bottle and walked away from the black master of boredom dazed, confused and abnormally sweaty. I decided running outside with the change of scenery, even in the cold, was better than the treadmill.

Once I stepped out the door, though, a blast of wind changed my mind, and I trudged back toward the human version of a hamster wheel.

I did finish my run inside that dreary day, but I also determined that I am not necessarily the crazy one for running outside.

The crisp cool air in my lungs may sting, but it reminds me I am alive, and I find it a better stinging then the sweat in my eyes after five minutes on a treadmill.

The harsh wind outside may cause every exposed piece of epidermis on my body to cringe, but even in the dark, there is a sense of accomplishment for having survived the elements.

Crazy, insane, nuts — you pick the adjective, but while you are deciding on one, I will bundle up and head out the door. I have got Christmas lights to scope out and miles to log.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

So long, farewell, auf Wiedersehen, goodbye 2008

Lots happened in the running world, and in my own running nation-state as well, during 2008...

The Olympics
I absolutely love the Olympics, and 2008 did not disappoint. Olympic fever started for me in April when I participated in the U.S. Olympic Team Trials - Women's Marathon in Boston. I went in with a hip injury and knew it would not be healthy nor smart to run the whole race, so I ran at the front for my (literally) 15 minutes of fame. Some day I'll be running at the front for the whole race instead of less than three miles. Nonetheless, it was a great experience, and by not finishing I was able to watch the finish and see a convincing win by Deena, a breakthrough for Magdelena, and a redeeming moment for Blake (no, I don't personally know any of them, but I like just using their first names). Despite those impressive races, my favorite moments of the weekend were:

1.) Sneaking a camera phone picture of Joan Benoit Samuelson before the start (no, I'm not a stalker, just to shy to actually talk to her and say what a fan I am)
2.) Watching my friend, former training partner and an all-around amazing person Heather May give it every last ounce of her being to finish with a PR
3.) Making a new friend, Camille Herron, who is now a West Sider, a new teammate and training partner and great person as well
4.) Watching the Boston Marathon the next day, including watching Coach (a.k.a. Judy Wilson) finish strong

The summer Olympics were likewise exciting despite not seeing them in person. I have always rooted for Shalane Flanagan as her mom is a native Hoosier, but to see anyone come back from food poisoning to win a medal in a track race is just plain jaw-dropping. That 10,000m race was also the highlight of the Games for me as Amy Yoder Begley, Indiana running legend, also participated. The marathon races were dissapointing for the Americans, and another one of my favorites, Paula Radcliff, but great reminders that even the best of the best cannot win them all. Other favorite moments were former IU teammate David Neville getting bronze in the 400m and gold in the relay, Bryan Clay winning the decathlon, and, of course, Michael Phelps. Amazing.

Injuries
These things stink, big time, but I learned a lot about my body, renewed my passion for the sport, and moved on. Hopefully less of my running time will be devoted to injuries in the future, but if fate intervenes I know from this experience with my hip that I can, and will, overcome it.

Watching Deena's foot snap in half three miles into the Olympic Marathon was heartbreaking for many, but obviously had to be excruciating both mentally and physically for her. Hopefully she can pop "Spirit of the Marathon," into her DVD player and remember that she, too, has a good track record of overcoming injury.

Team Indiana Elite
Ok, this has very little worldwide running relevance, but it was a big part of my 2008. I have a great training partner thanks to T.I.E.W.B. (Team Indiana Elite Women Bloomington), and enjoyed all the conversations and miles with Dani Prince in 2008. I also have a very good coach in Robert Chapman and I think his training will pay off in not just 2009, but in 2010, 2011, and then the next Olympic year. Brooks also gave us more than a pullover and some too-short pants this year, and developed a neutral cushioned trainer that doesn't feel like a boat with laces, the Ghost, so I am very grateful to that company for its support.

Marathons

I did not run any this year, but Dani ran Columbus and won, which was just fantastic. Also, my dad ran his first marathon, the Indianapolis Marathon, and is now hooked. I have created a running monster with him. These two marathoners have me very excited to take another crack at the epic event in the fall of 2009 (Twin Cities? Chicago? I am still not sure which one).

The Weather
Warm, wet, cold, dry, windy, icey, snowy, hotter than Haites, the list is endless. Turns out global climate change was not a hoax after all. Who would have thunk it? This is the first year I have not slipped on the ice and injured myself, though, for which I am extremely grateful!

Here's to a fast and fun 2009! Stride on friends!

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Another Thanksgiving, another Drumstick Dash!

I awoke at 5:30a.m. on Thanksgiving morning to my dad blasting Christmas music from his iTunes library. That was my cue; it was time to get going to Indianapolis for our annual pilgrimage to the Drumstick Dash.

Dad was way more excited than I was in my state of sleep deprivation; nonetheless, I do always look forward to this race. There is no better way to start off a holiday than with a run raising money for a good cause. I met Tony, and later Allison, and we did a little warm-up then muscled our way through the masses toward the start.

Over 7,000 people showed up, but the star of the day was indeed Gerry Giblets. Gerry, who is rumored to be a former IU All-American and Olympian not named Bob Kennedy, who was the race starter, always gets a head start. A glorious trophy with a little turkey on top is the reward for the first male and female runner to tag Gerry. I crowded my way to the starting line in hopes of catching Gerry as early as possible then jogging the rest of the way.

The gun went off, and around me zoomed a four-foot tall frizzy-haired girl in a neon yellow long sleeve shirt. I figured she went out too hard, and she did, so I returned the favor about two minutes into the race and passed her back. When I slapped Gerry's wing two-and-a-half minutes in, I realized it was kind of sad that I took such glee in out-running a middle schooler. Actually, though, I was doing her a favor by teaching her to be tough and to aspire to run smarter next time!

After about a mile I finally caught up with my dad and paced him to an average of 8:06 per mile pace for 4.5 miles, over 16 minutes faster than his time last year! I may have won a small trophy with a turkey on top, but Dad was the won who deserved an award for such a huge improvement. And my knees greatly appreciated the faster pace as it hurt them to run over-10 minute miles last year.

The rest of the day was filled with driving, family, actual turkey and hitting golf balls into Crooked Lake. I am extremely grateful for my running abilities, but more grateful for the people I get to share them with, and also for all the people who wouldn't give a darn if I didn't run. Hope you all had a terrific Turkey Day yourselves.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Marvelous Marathoners


As this marathon of a weekend comes to an end, I couldn't be happier for my dad or my training partner Dani. Pops ran 4:24 at the Indianapolis Marathon on Saturday, averaging just over 10 minutes per mile. Not bad for a guy who a few years ago ran the IU Open 5k where the following Monday the IDS reporter covering the meet remarked that there was a Santa-like man bringing up the rear as though he were "looking for some milk and cookies."

On Sunday Dani conquered Columbus and beat out all the other women to take first in 2:48. Also not bad for someone who only a little over a year ago would be hurting during our 12-mile long runs after a 60-mile training week. I squealed like a pig when I got her voicemail after our T.I.E. long run at Morgan-Monroe revealing the good news. The whole run I kept thinking, "Gee, Dani is probably at mile 10 by now. Gee, I wonder what Dani went through halfway in. Gee, I hope Dani is doing well!" And boy was she ever doing well! Next year we will run Chicago together and people will be making a documentary about that - bring it on "Spirit of the Marathon!"

Back at the Indy Marathon on Saturday, I also had the pleasure of running with Brenda, one of my (many) physical therapist friends, who was hoping to qualify for Boston after narrowly missing the mark earlier this year at the Rock 'n Roll Marathon in San Diego. It was nice to catch up with her and hopefully have helped her a teeny weeny bit with her goal. She finished in 3:39 and is now Boston-bound.

After I ran with Brenda I turned around and jogged against the crowd to find my dad again. When I first saw him that day, just after the 7-mile-mark, he was yelling random stuff at people (i.e. he saw someone with a Drumstick Dash shirt on and yelled, "Go Dashers!" as if anyone had any clue what that meant), and even jumping up and down for a few pictures (I carried my camera with me the whole way). The second time I saw him was at mile 15, and his stride was much shorter, so I hopped in and tried to make small talk. He said he felt okay physically but mentally was hurting. I made it through 18 with him then had to stop because running 10-minute/mile pace makes my knees ache something fierce. When I saw him again a little after mile 20 his head was so far down I could see the very top of his black Brooks Pre-Nat's hat I had given him from when I placed in the top 25 at that meet 3 years ago. I made him lift his head up and we progressed through the next six miles.

Out of all the miles I have run in my life, I will never forget running miles 25-26 with my dad yesterday. The whole last six miles I was debating in my head if I should say something "daddish," such as "Just go faster!" or "get your butt up that hill now, Gall!" all typical sayings that have fallen out of his mouth during my races. With immense effort I managed to bite my tongue and make only postive or contructive utterances.

All of a sudden Dad said to me, "I have been waiting this whole run for you to say 'why can't you just run faster?' to me like I used to say to you. Well, every muscle and bone in my body is sorry, they all say sorry!"

This run, for him, gave new meaning to the old saying "walk a mile in another (wo)man's shoes." My dad ran 26.2 of them, and I couldn't be prouder. A sure sign that he is his daughter's father is that he has called me multiple times since the marathon yesterday to tell me he is mad at himself for not running the last two miles faster and finishing under 4:22, and wants to pick another one to do so he can run faster. There is now officially no hope at recovery. Another running-addict is out there on the streets. Lock up your stores of Gu and Gatorade, folks.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Antsy


I am antsy all over right now. I am antsy to cheer on my dad in his first marathon in Indianapolis on Saturday. I am antsy to hear how my training partner, Dani, does in her first marathon in Columbus next Sunday. And I am really antsy for an entire year from now when I run another marathon myself. Being antsy for an entire year is too much to handle, so I will have to find ways to distract myself in the meantime.

The antsy-ness boiled up inside of me last night when Dani and I watched "Spirit of the Marathon," on DVD. Even though I had already seen it, that dramatic orchestra music in the background and the visuals of 40,000 people striding through the streets of Chicago made my heart rate race in anticipation. There is a whole year of waiting and training left, and that's if I don't manage to fall and bruise my kneecaps and ribs (like I did two weeks ago) right before the race, or get some other bizarre injury.

Today Dani and I tagged along with Chapman and the Team Indiana Elite guys to do our semi-long run in Deam Wilderness south of Lake Monroe. I wish digital cameras were smaller so we could have ran with one and captured the beauty of southern Indiana on a sunny fall day, the light sneaking in between tree limbs, illuminating the dirt particles we kicked up with our Brooks shoes. The only part that was not so scenic was all the horse poop we tried to jump over, but other than that it was nice and peaceful. It was the first time I had run in four days because of my "deep bone and cartilage bruise of the patella." Although the knees still ached, I truly did enjoy it. It was the perfect distraction from the days and days, and miles and miles, left to go before marathon day, fall 2009.